Sitting and crying on the bench... Letting the rain falls on me... So lonely...
Too much sadness... No person to comfort me... Am I still part of this world?
Those words always came to my mind everytime I visit my family's grave, People think I'm strange, so I don't have any friends, I'm always being bullied, Everytime I got bullied, my depression increases that leads me hurting myself even more.
Wounds on my body... Bruises scattered on my face... Scar in my heart...
Am I born to be unloved?
Now... I'm thinking of commititing suicide, They don't care won't they? I brought a revolver inside of my pocket. They don't care if they saw me...
'So many people passing by... They just looked at me strangely... Think that I'm going crazy...
I'm just a simple girl that wants to be loved, there's nothing wrong with that right?
It's just a simple wish... Why it can't be granted? or am I too arrogant to wish?
The rain won't stop, I heard that there's typhoon coming today, I don't care. They don't care if I die today, Maybe they'll become happier?
I suddenly heard someone calling me by my name, maybe It's an angel? Time for me to go to heaven? I don't think so, I'm probably going to hell. When I looked straight ahead, I saw a man with an umbrella running towards me but the gun was already aimed on my temple. Does he want to watch me die?
I don't know why he hugged me and said...
"___! Stop this nonsense! and why you're holding a gun!?" he threw the gun, thanks to him, I couldn't find it.
"You don't know nothing!" I walked out but he caught a grip on me and hugged me again, making sure I couldn't escape again. Why this man won't leave me alone?
"Listen ____, You don't have to kill yourself just for a pathetic reason"
"Let go of me!"
"The world isn't that cruel as you think, you just need to adjust, that's all ___..."
Is this the feeling of someone cared about you? Care? or just pitying me?
OH NO i didn't mean the lines, just the story, the song is about a girl whose about to jump off a cliff and this guy says live with me, though in the song they don't know each other, ad the guy isn't the lovely Arthur Kirkland
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