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Sitting and crying on the bench...
Letting the rain falls on me...
So lonely...

Too much sadness...
No person to comfort me...
Am I still part of this world?


Those words always came to my mind everytime I visit my family's grave, People think I'm strange, so I don't have any friends, I'm always being bullied, Everytime I got bullied, my depression increases that leads me hurting myself even more.

Wounds on my body...
Bruises scattered on my face...
Scar in my heart...

Am I born to be unloved?


Now... I'm thinking of commititing suicide, They don't care won't they? I brought a revolver inside of my pocket. They don't care if they saw me...

'So many people passing by...
They just looked at me strangely...
Think that I'm going crazy...

I'm just a simple girl that wants
to be loved, there's nothing wrong
with that right?

It's just a simple wish...
Why it can't be granted?
or am I too arrogant to wish?


The rain won't stop, I heard that there's typhoon coming today, I don't care. They don't care if I die today, Maybe they'll become happier?

I suddenly heard someone calling me by my name, maybe It's an angel? Time for me to go to heaven? I don't think so, I'm probably going to hell. When I looked straight ahead, I saw a man with an umbrella running towards me but the gun was already aimed on my temple. Does he want to watch me die?

I don't know why he hugged me and
said...

"___! Stop this nonsense! and why you're holding a gun!?" he threw the gun, thanks to him, I couldn't find it.

"You don't know nothing!" I walked out but he caught a grip on me and hugged me again, making sure I couldn't escape again. Why this man won't leave me alone?

"Listen ____, You don't have to kill yourself just for a pathetic reason"

"Let go of me!"

"No!"

"The world isn't that cruel as you think, you just need to adjust, that's all ___..."

Is this the feeling of someone cared about you?
Care? or just pitying me?


"Say, want to live with me from now on?"
Gosh... Why am I writing something like this? :iconotlplz:
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:iconhowyoudoinxd:
HowYouDoinXD Featured By Owner Mar 11, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
This one mad more sense...kinda.
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xXZerudaDatenOniXx Featured By Owner Dec 10, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
The reader reminds me of my past and what's going on now...
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321BlueBlossoM123 Featured By Owner Sep 8, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist

Awww! :iconletmehugyouplz: -Sniffle-

 

...Even if this was almost a year ago...

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Arletix Featured By Owner Oct 1, 2012
awww~
I wonder what people think happens next... :D
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koigirl12 Featured By Owner May 7, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
sounds like a song i know... its called self conclusion by spill canvas
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0xWhaii Featured By Owner May 7, 2012  Student Writer
I created those lines by myself :iconinsultedplz: (oh and don't get the wrong idea about me being insulted XD it's only my reaction and ignore the fist XDD)
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koigirl12 Featured By Owner May 7, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
OH NO i didn't mean the lines, just the story, the song is about a girl whose about to jump off a cliff and this guy says live with me, though in the song they don't know each other, ad the guy isn't the lovely Arthur Kirkland
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TheMysteriousPoet Featured By Owner May 6, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
oh shit.... god the reader in this sounds like me.... :iconohshitplz:
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:icon0xwhaii:
0xWhaii Featured By Owner May 6, 2012  Student Writer
haha lol
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TheMysteriousPoet Featured By Owner May 7, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
from what's written do you really think you should be laughing....
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:icon0xwhaii:
0xWhaii Featured By Owner May 7, 2012  Student Writer
yeah, I laugh at everything :iconrlytearplz:
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:iconchai-n-mighty:
chai-n-mighty Featured By Owner May 5, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
What's da song? OAO
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:icon0xwhaii:
0xWhaii Featured By Owner May 5, 2012  Student Writer
song...? what song? o.O
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:iconchai-n-mighty:
chai-n-mighty Featured By Owner May 5, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
You mean... Those stanzas... weren't songs. =7=;;;
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:icon0xwhaii:
0xWhaii Featured By Owner May 5, 2012  Student Writer
Oh they are from not songs XDD I just thought it by mahself XDD
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:iconchai-n-mighty:
chai-n-mighty Featured By Owner May 5, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Then I must say, YE ARE VERY TALENTED ME FRIEND. I loved it all!
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:icon0xwhaii:
0xWhaii Featured By Owner May 5, 2012  Student Writer
eh...? really? I'm just in the middle of depression when i wrote that but thank you :iconbowplz:
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:iconchai-n-mighty:
chai-n-mighty Featured By Owner May 5, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
THEN GET OUT OF THE DEPRESSION. :iconreactionzoomplz:
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:icon0xwhaii:
0xWhaii Featured By Owner May 5, 2012  Student Writer
hoho It's gone :iconfranceplz:
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Silvia-x-Gaara Featured By Owner May 3, 2012
wow, seems kind of like what Arthur should have done to the what I wrote on England: Telling Her Story.

Cool~! well done^^
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:icon0xwhaii:
0xWhaii Featured By Owner May 3, 2012  Student Writer
I want to read that! :iconyayenglandplz:

thanks! :D
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Silvia-x-Gaara Featured By Owner May 3, 2012
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I warn you, it's rather sad...or so I've been told.

and welcome~
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GoreyHannah2gud Featured By Owner May 3, 2012
btw, how do you submit journal entry like that?
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:icon0xwhaii:
0xWhaii Featured By Owner May 3, 2012  Student Writer
excuse me?
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GoreyHannah2gud Featured By Owner May 3, 2012
umm..........i mean.....how did you submit like that?....im not making stories like yours.....did I say something bad?? if yes...then im sorry.
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0xWhaii Featured By Owner May 3, 2012  Student Writer
journal? This is not a journal XDD It's a lit. deviation~
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GoreyHannah2gud Featured By Owner May 3, 2012
how did you submit a lit. deviation?do I need a premium membership to do that?
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NicoRide Featured By Owner May 2, 2012
..... :iconitssofluffyplz: :iconmoarplz: :iconbegplz:.......
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:icon0xwhaii:
0xWhaii Featured By Owner May 2, 2012  Student Writer
Oh sorry, this is just a one-shot ^^;
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:iconnicoride:
NicoRide Featured By Owner May 2, 2012
Oh.... :iconotlplz:
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:icon0xwhaii:
0xWhaii Featured By Owner May 2, 2012  Student Writer
^^
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:iconnicoride:
NicoRide Featured By Owner May 2, 2012
:iconsadenglandplz: - Sad Britain is sad you no contuine dis fluffy stowie.....
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:icon0xwhaii:
0xWhaii Featured By Owner May 2, 2012  Student Writer
:iconcheerupplz:
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:iconnicoride:
NicoRide Featured By Owner May 2, 2012
Maybe chu can at least try to write a second chapter if chu have the time? :iconbegplz:
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:icon0xwhaii:
0xWhaii Featured By Owner May 2, 2012  Student Writer
Hmmmmm... I don't have any idea what should i write next XDD
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iLAUGHatEVERYTHING Featured By Owner May 2, 2012  Hobbyist
Would i like to live with a sexy brit? No..........I'D LOVE TO~~~
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0xWhaii Featured By Owner May 2, 2012  Student Writer
:D
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Rina-san28 Featured By Owner May 2, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
Aww~ So sweet~
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:icon0xwhaii:
0xWhaii Featured By Owner May 2, 2012  Student Writer
Thanks~
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jaxton98 Featured By Owner May 1, 2012  Hobbyist Photographer
Dude the words what the reader was saying remind me of sad lonely Chrona that didn't meet Makka yet
~Haha so Iggy is Makka & reader is Chrona!! :3
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0xWhaii Featured By Owner May 1, 2012  Student Writer
Who's chrona and makka? O_O
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jaxton98 Featured By Owner May 1, 2012  Hobbyist Photographer
From soul eater it's a freakin awsum anime :3 death the kid is one of mah fave characters but it is a funny & serious suspenseful anime :D
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0xWhaii Featured By Owner May 1, 2012  Student Writer
Eh...? XDD I watched that anime a long time ago XDD, now i have no clue that i watched it XD
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jaxton98 Featured By Owner May 2, 2012  Hobbyist Photographer
Lol X'D how long like yrs? Or months?
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:icon0xwhaii:
0xWhaii Featured By Owner May 2, 2012  Student Writer
2 years? XDD
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jaxton98 Featured By Owner May 3, 2012  Hobbyist Photographer
Mannnn that's long I can see why lol x3
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:icon0xwhaii:
0xWhaii Featured By Owner May 3, 2012  Student Writer
totally XDD I only remember... tsubaki, and kid XDD
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nomheartluvs Featured By Owner May 1, 2012  Student General Artist
It's good that the reader didn't die(but it would've been interesting too if they did)
I loved this:3
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0xWhaii Featured By Owner May 1, 2012  Student Writer
XDD

thanks :3
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nomheartluvs Featured By Owner May 1, 2012  Student General Artist
Welcome:dummy:!
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